Shall I speak Out?

When your words cut like swords
And refresh old forgotten wounds
Though over time they seem frozen
A rotten past you cause to awaken

When you make me feel desperate
And I feel the hearts separate
And the love I get I seem to beg
As in dust my kindness you drag

When your presence makes me lonely
And am a stranger to my one and only
When anger eats my inside away
For a sacred trust you did betray

When it gets to my ear
What you do when am not near
My heart smolder in fear
You will deny when you hear

When your stunts cause me laughter
With peers I can't gather
My esteem you cause to wither
And I wish I had known better

When my heart is bent and cold
By your hand am left to bleed
For my life am forced to plead
And I wish I'd drop in speed

When you play again and again
That tune that causes pain
To a dark date our lives return
From a new dawn you restrain

That which is heavy to my heart
And a minute more I can't wait
Though to you it also might hurt
Shall it keep our souls apart

Shall I talk when you smile
And my happiness blatantly defile
And even though it tastes like bile
Shall I hold my peace for a while